How Did I Get Here, And Where Is The Next Turn?

Greetings and salutations to all who deem this worthy of your time...

Brought up Feb 19, 2012


My life has been a constant struggle, a series of fights... fighting with myself, just to keep my head above water. There has been so much fighting, I wonder sometimes if it is worth it, and if I have the strength to keep going, keep fighting. Right now, I have been fighting for my health, for my marriage, for my kids, for my sanity, for my very existance. There are times, like today, when I feel so drained, so tired of fighting. My kids are grown, more or less, and can fend for themselves if I am no longer around. The stress from it all is taking a real toll on my health. I have trouble sleeping, my stomach is constantly feeling like I could hurl any minute, my head aches all the time. I love my family, my friends. I'd like to stick around a while longer, to see what the future holds, to do so many things I've never done, see things I've never seen. There are times, how ever, when I feel so tired of it all... and wonder if it is really worth it anymore. I am so tired.

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Connie » 6 years ago

OF COURSE IT IS. . . . . . .can't you feel it, today it is buried deep, but you know it is there in you. Everyday you have a better and more exciting day, as you change within. You have grown and feel so much better about you, life. Often when we find the real "me" inside, we have to change what surrounds us also. Ever changing for the good of us....((hugs)) and God's Peace.