How Did I Get Here, And Where Is The Next Turn?

Greetings and salutations to all who deem this worthy of your time...

About

My name is Kandy. No, not Candi or Candice, or what ever. I was born on Christmas day, and my mama thought it was cute... but with the last name Bell, I always thought it sounded like an exotic dancer's name, but that's just me. I had to get married to stop the snickers. Any way, I have been a mom and wife for nearly years, stayed home because I didn't want babysitters raising my kids, and now am a t loose ends. I have no real skills for the job market, though I could really use the money, and am now looking at a whole year of dreading a very nasty thing... turning 50. I was born in the south, and am proud to say that now. Most of all, I just have a lot of fluff batting about in my head, and figured it would be fun to get some of it out, sort of share it with the masses...

Update. Married 28 years now, and working at a job that at least gives me a tiny bit of money of my own, I am still trying to figure out which way the road will curve next...